UPDATE!

Whoah. It's been months since I updated this blog.
And you know what, a LOT of things happened since I last wrote an entry here.

Wait, lemme just sum up all the things that happened this year. I'll try my best to put them in chronological order. Haha.

Hmm. January.

There, I celebrated my 22nd birthday. Went to church, then had dinner at Hodori with ate and kuya. Then, during the weekend, I went out with Carlo. We had early dinner at The Old Spaghetti House. Then after that, we attended a mass at Cathedral. We went home then he handed me his gift, a T-shirt from Arrow. I remember,composing a song that night entitled "Sana Pwede". It's posted on facebook. There.

2 days after, I went to Manila. Was supposed to have an interview with an employer, only to find out that the one I was texting wasn't really from the agency. I was misinformed! Ugh. So there, I didn't meet up with her/them. Arrived at around 5-6am maybe, then I waited for Ate and Kuya Brian at the terminal in Pasay or Cubao, I think. Had my first ride at the LRT. Then, went to some agency to apply. I submitted all the needed documents then they asked me to come back the day after for the medical exam. Stayed at ate Em's place.

The next day, I decided not to pursue with the application, so I withdrew all my documents. Then,I just stayed at Ate Em's place and played with Erica. The last day in Manila, after ate finished doing her business at the agency, we went at Robinson's. Had dinner at Shakeys. Bought Krispy Kreme for pasalubong, Rode a crowded LRT again, walked our way to the bus station, then headed home to Baguio.

The day after, I delivered a box of Krispy Kreme to Ate Minnie, then gave the other box to Carlo's mom. Hmm. There.

February.

Actually, around late January and early Feb, I was busy looking for a job. I applied at MMS for the position of Clinical Instructor. I even applied at ABS-CBN, haha, and had my first VTR. Also, it was early Feb when we found out that Ate Lei was preggy. :) Hmm. I think it was a Friday when I went to ABS-CBN for my VTR, then in the afternoon, that's when Carlo and I had a fight.

We had no communication for a week. I sent him a text message on a Saturday afternoon saying I was sorry, but received no reply.

I spent my Valentines Day alone. I decided to go out at that time. I ate alone at Wham Burger. Strolled a bit at SM, then decided to just go home.

I dunno if it was 2nd or 3rd week of Feb when I had my lecture demo at MMS. Aha. I remember, it was Panagbenga at that time. The demo went pretty well. Thank God.

March

Ate Minnie asked me to be a substitute teacher for a week. I agreed since I wasn't doing anything at that moment. And, I had no money left so I really needed a sideline. Hehe. Then, that moment, there was even a strong earthquake. I think this was also the time when Japan has been shook by the strong earthquake and tsunami.

Had my last facebook chat with Carlo. After that, I haven't heard from him anymore.

Hmm. I think it was last week of March when I received a message from MMS telling me to attend the orientation. Out of all the applicants, there were only 4 of us who got hired. Lucky me I guess. :) But I also believed I deserve the job. I was so happy.

April

It was around second or third week of April when I started my job as a Clinical Instructor at MMS. Then, in the afternoon and evening, I had my online teaching job at SOESL. See how hardworking I was at that time?! Haha..

It was also this month when Carlo deactivated his Facebook account. So yeah, we had zero communication since then.

Oh! I couldn't remember the exact date, but this was also month when Millete, Kaye and I went to Manila for the Lakbay Aral trip. We went to Resorts World Casino, Baclaran church, Lights and Sound Museum, and my most awaited destination-- Star City. I super enjoyed it! :)

May

Kuya's wedding in Pampanga. I was the wedding singer/host in the event. Love this day! ♥ Lola, Tito Ray, Ate April, Ate Mitch, Shari, Kuya Melvin and Avien were there. After the wedding, I stayed in Sta. Lucia, then went home to Baguio.

June.

Honestly, I really couldn't remember what happened during this month. Haha. Nothing special. Nothing memorable springs to my mind.

July.

All of a sudden, I received at text from Remnant Intl.College (where I submitted an application September of 2010), that they are in need of a school nurse, thus, telling me to come for an interview. I wasn't really expecting it, but I told myself I'm just gonna give it a try.

I think it was July 19.Monday. I arrived there wearing my white uniform. I had an interview with the guidance counselor, and the administrator. Then, that was the time Sir James asked me to come back the day after for my sample demo. So, Tuesday, I had my sample lecture demo to the Grade 4 students, and some of the high school students. At the end of it, it was already the contract signing. During that time, I was so overwhelmed because I wasn't really expecting to get the job. But I did.

August.

Uhmm. Working at Remnant as a school nurse, then after work, I was also working as a part-time online tutor at SOESL. So from 7:30am- 11 PM, I was working. Superwoman me.

September.

This was the time I left SOESL to focus on my job as a school nurse at Remnant.
Enjoyed celebrating the Science and Math Day in school. I missed these kinds of school activities. They even let me sing in front of everyone. Wehew. Good thing I'm always ready with my songs. Haha..

October.

My first time to hit off the gym in preparation for my performance in the Philippine Remnant Conference to be held on the first week of November. Then, after class, was busy practicing with Sir Murphy,Sir Fred and Sir Clyde at the chapel. After work, I would always go straight at SM to workout. In fairness,all of my hard work at the gym really paid off. Haha.

November.

PRC was held on Nov 1-3. During the first night, I performed in front of everyone with my little black sexy dress. Haha. I sang Hosanna and We are the Reason.
2nd day, it was my most-awaited performance in SM City Baguio. Wipee! :)
Then, 3rd day, hmm..nothing special happened.Hehe.

Then, on Nov.15, well, it was HIS birthday. I wasn't really planning to greet him. But then, there's nothing wrong with making someone happy on their birthday thru a simple greeting right? So there, the kind me sent him a text message greeting him a Happy Birthday. He replied though. He said, "Thank you much :)". THat's all.
Ahuh.

Oh, then we had our Intramurals. I played basketball and volleyball. We lost in the volleyball match against the college students, but we won in the basketball game anyway. Then, I performed once again in front of everyone. Haha. Hmm. What else? Well.. THat's all.

December.

Well, I couldn't really recall all of the things that happened this month, but I'll try my best to account everything here.

I attended Aylmer's graduation at Golden Pine Hotel, where I also performed.
Hmm. Then, I was also busy practicing during the 2nd week of December for my performance at the Christmas program in school, at the chapel and at BSU.
We even had our practices at KM5. Somewhere over there. Haha.

Dec.16th was the Christmas program. After that,we had our Christmas party with the kids. I celebrated with the Grade 4 students. Then at lunch, we played games.In the afternoon was the Christmas party with the teachers, then after that, we had our practice again at KM5.

On Dec.18th, had our performance at the chapel then, after that, we headed straight to BSU for the concert.

Ugh. Bad memory. I barely remember things that happened a week before Christmas. Hmm. Well, let's just go straight to Christmas Day then.

On Dec 23rd, I slept at Tito Ray's house. On Christmas eve, I went home first to change clothes, then went to lola's house for the early dinner. Then we went to Tam-awan for the Noche Buena. Received a pair of slippers from Ate April, Gift Certificate from Ate Mitch, a bag from Tam and 1k from Tita Letty. Also slept there that night.

Oh yeah, the night before Christmas ended, HE sent me a message greeting me a Merry Christmas. I replied. Then received no reply. Made me want to regret sending him a message again. Ugh. BUt anyway, I do appreciate his effort to greet me, coz honestly, I really didn't have any plans of greeting him Merry Christmas. I dunno. I just don't have any plans of sending him a message at all. EVER. But yeah, I still did. Ugh. Christmas effect. Forgive and Forget crap. So done with it.

The day after Christmas,I went to Remnant to get my Christmas bonus, then ate and I went to SM in the afternoon. Shopped for a bit. Bought a dress that I would wear for Kuya Bob and Ate Che's wedding on the 29th, ate dinner at Mister DOnut, then watched Segunda Mano. It wasn't really THat scary, but the story was good so I enjoyed it.

On the 27th,well, I just stayed at home. Hehe.

On the 28th, I went out with my HS friends,Kaye,Millete and Glena. played bowling at Centermall, ate lunch at Jack's, went rollerblading at Burnham, went to SM, sang at Quantum, then on our way out, saw Jasper, so all of us went to Cafe by the Ruins for merienda. Lots of pictures taken! Weee. Super enjoyed this day..

Tomorrow, will head off to Villasis for Kuya Bob and Ate Che's wedding.

I don't know when will I go down to Pampanga, but I'll definitely spend my New Year's Eve and New Year's Day there. Will be updating you soon. I promise. Haha.

Maybe on 2012, I would update this beloved blog every day. I won't promise, but I'll try. Hihi. :)

Catch you later then!

Back!

Wow. It's been like months.. Haha. Let me update you once again. A lot of things happened since the last time that I wrote something here. So I really don't know where to start. Anyway, yeah, there was some kind of a BIG CHANGE in my life right now. Maybe the ones who are really close to me will be the only ones who would get what I mean. Haha!

Hmm. Well, let's just try to begin.. once again.
Now, I'm back to SOESL again. ^^ I'm also working as an Instructor in MMSDTC.
I love my two jobs! :) Even though it's kinda tiring sometimes, whenever I remind myself that I love what I'm doing, the exhaustion all goes away. But honestly, I really do. Even I do not have much free time during the weekdays, I feel blessed to have this kind of opportunity. I think I was really born to teach. I believe it's my calling. Kkk. ^^;

What else? Ah! Millete actually invited Kaye, Glena and I to join their Lakbay Aral in Manila TOMORROW. I'm still thinking if I'm gonna join the trip or not. I really want to! But then I have to be absent on Friday. Hmm.. Not sure what to do. Anyway, I'll just ask my sister if she's gonna let me go to the trip. I hope she does.

Then, on Saturday, Aldrien and I will be watching the movie Beastly. I hope it's good! It's part of my movie list..so I hope it won't disappoint me.

I think that's it for now. I'll just update you again when I have the time..and when I'm in the mood to write. Bye for now! :D

update!

Okay.sorry my dear blog for not updating you for so long.
it's just that,I'm not always in the mood to write.Haha..

Anyway..since I haven't made even a single entry last August, nothing much really happened while I was recalling it. It was my last month at the Emergency Room. It was memorable..and I really miss it!

We had a graduation party last September 3.A day before that, I went out with Janessa..she had eyelash extensions, while I had a haircut at Tony and Jackey.. then we walked around SM and Porta Vaga to look for clothes. Then the day after, that was it. The farewell party..It was in Cobalt Auditorium. Just like what happened during the kick off party, it was pretty much the same. music.dance.food.and booze! haha.. at around 7pm, we decided to have an after-party at Hex Bar owned by Melvin's brother. I went home at 12mn..

Hmm..what else..what else..Ah! I had korean drama marathon. haha.. I watched He is Beautiful and Shining Inheritance. I like the latter more..Then I dunno when was that, it was last week I guess, after waking up, ate asked me to buy Korean food for lunch so I went to La Azotea to buy stir fried pork and squid, then headed to Hodori to order for kimchi fried rice and bulgogi.It was really deliciousss!!

these days..most of the time, I just stay at home.. because, I'm too lazy to go out..and I don't want to spend much too..and also one of the reason is, I don't have someone to go out with. So facebook and TV are my bestfriends.. Haha..

Last Saturday, I went out around 2:30 to watch Resident Evil 3D alone. yes. alone.. Then at the middle of the movie, Carlo texted me and told me his class just finished and enjoy the movie..etc.. So, after the movie, I decided just to walk around SM before going home. But then, I received another unexpected message. He was asking me where I was saying he's also there. I was really surprised..I wasn't really ready to meet him..because of my messy hair! haha..argh..anyway, I had no choice. I want to meet him too anyway. So there. After walking around SM looking for a place where we could eat, we both agreed to dine at Vizco's since I was craving for the strawberry shortcake.. Then, we just talked ..and talked..and talked..until finally, at around 7pm, we went home. I was soooooooo happy that day.:)

Then the day after, I woke up very early for our swimming trip. Janice, Reyn, Iwi and I went to Neverland..the newly opened resort in Asin Rd. At first,the sun was on its peak so we just talked and shared stories by the pool side. Then just before 12 noon, it was a bit cloudy so the three decided to swim. I don't want to, because i don't want to get tan. haha.. So I just watched them, while deciding if I'm going to try the zipline or not. Then, Rein also came. So, there was the five of us. It was really fun! :) In the afternoon, I finally decided to conquer my fear, so I tried the zipline ride. At first, I was soooo damn scared, but when I was finally in the air, it wasn't that scary anymore. If only I wasn't holding my camera, I would've spread my hands to feel like I was flying. I loved it..!!Then, we had pictorials on the way back to the swimming pool. haha.. crazy shots and poses everywhere but they were all worth it! Then, at around 4, we went back home. We waited for almost an hour, but there were no jeepneys available.Good thing, a good family let us in their van that's why we had a ride back home. It was sooo tiring but the experience was all worth it. ^^;

Then, Sept.13, Monday, I woke up early to apply for a job. It was kinda frustrating because there were a lot of applicants so the chances of me,being hired were lessened..anyhow, I'm still hopeful that I can get the position I applied for.I have to!I really do.. I just hope I'd be given the chance. Please.please.please....:)

After that, since it was still early and I had nowhere to go, I just went to a hair salon to let my dead hair be fixed. haha.. Then, I met up with Ken and accompanied him in getting his NBI clearance. We both were hungry so we ate at Tokyo Tokyo after. Then, Janessa arrived. We then strolled around SM..we went back to NBI for Ken's clearance..then, walked down to Porta Vaga to get my ID pictures..and then, headed back again to SM.haha.. Ooh.we also saw Reyn and Iwi on the way so I had the chance to get our swimming pictures from Reyn. At around 5pm, we had coffee at Starbucks, and I ordered for my favorite Strawberries and Creme frappuccino. I even saw Elaine..my childhood bestfriend..Then, it suddenly rained so we decided to stroll again. We looked for clothes. Ken bought a shirt at Bench. It was already 7pm, so we decided to go home.

Then today, I went out to take my exam. While waiting for a ride, a car suddenly stopped. It was Jeff. He was also planning to apply to the company where I applied, so I accompanied him first in sending his resume, then he gave me a ride back to town. After that, I went home.

Ahh.... this is the moment where I have to wait and wait again..I just hope that this week, I'll be receiving a good news. Oh please Lord.. Give it to me..I badly badly need it... :(

sad truth.

you know what hurts the most?
it's when you don't even bother.
it's when you say you care, yet you don't even show it.
it's when you think i'm special to you, yet you don't even let me feel it.
it's when i assume, everything is okay between us..
or..we're already getting there..
yet when i stop and reflect,
in reality, there is really nothing that we hold in our hands.
we're still...and will always be friends,after all.

fun day again! :)

went out with shingshing today. i missed her soooo much so it was really fun having the chance to spend time with her again..we watched karate kid, then, walked..and walked.. then, had dinner at Vizco's.took wacky shots. shared stories. had a lot of fun today! :) love my 2 days off. enjoyed it sooo much! hihihi..

happy day! ^_^

movie.picture.3D glasses.takoyaki.umbrella.long walk.hug.+ him= happy day. :)

fun!

duty last night was so benign again. I was assigned at the Pedia unit.I never thought it would be that much fun as I expected. I only had one admission though.. I was happy coz I was able to successfully insert an IV line to a baby! that was a first! yeee! i also realized it feels good to be kind to others. (huh? hahaha~ i dunno. last night, i was just in the mood to be nice to all. ^_~).. then, I handled a very cute baby.he's 10 months old. he was just so adorable! His parents were nice too. His dad even gave me a pack of bread. Hehe. While we were just waiting for patients to come, Jessa and I..ajust had a loooong conversation...like, we just talked about anything under the moon. and just exchanged stories when we were still teaching Koreans. we both missed our students..and we both craved for Korean food! Haha.. hmm.. I'mma see tomorrow if I can buy some kimbap! I sooo want to eat some right now..

Anyway, after our duty, my groupmates and I had breakfast at 50's diner. I had banana split and pancakes. Oooh..too much sweets for one meal. good thing I had my medicine with me. Then after that, we went home. I really had a very looong sleep coz I already woke up at around 5pm. That was my first time to sleep that long coz usually, I only have 3-4 hours of sleep in the morning. Hehe. But I'm fully recharged now so I'm all good.

So excited for tomorrow coz Sheng and I are going out in the afternoon. Weee! Can't wait to watch a movie and hangout with my friend again. :)