what's new?

i got lazy to update my blog again! haha.. oh well..ok ok. i'll do it now.it's time to share some news.

hmm. where will I start? .....Ah! I've enjoyed our duty today. I was the head nurse. At first I thought it was going to be stressful, but it wasn't really much as I expected. Everything went well. I just felt a lil sad because our next duty will be our last since our group will be reshuffled. huhu..T_T.. I dunno. I already felt comfortable with my groupmates that's why it's hard to adjust to a new group again. I just hope everything will be okay in time.

Oh..yesterday, I was supposed to go out but I didn't because it was raining hard. That's why I just stayed at home. I was happy to read the email of my former favorite students, Kyla and Sophie. I miss them soooo much....

Then today, ate made some reservation for our Hongkong trip on September. even though it's a long wait, it's worth the long time because at least I have something to look forward to after finishing my ER module. It's time for me to relax and enjoy! I've waited for this to happen so I really really can't wait!!! Hihihi ^_____^

So far, that's all I can share.. hmm.. yep. update you soon anyway! :P

what now?

I think I'm in a point in my life right now wherein I'm trying to figure out what i really want to do in life. I dunno if I'm happy with what I'm doing now. It's hard to be, if in the first place, I've never really wanted to be here after all. I don't want to regret that I took up Nursing, but I just can't help it. But then again, if only given a chance, I want to pursue it to Medicine. But too bad, I don't have someone to support me. So, it's nearly close to impossible. But I'm still not losing hope. If it is really my destiny, then it will definitely happen no matter what.

i survived!

3 successful insertions! ^_^ i love it!
even though this day was really tiring, twas okay.
my feet are just really aching so much. i really need a foot spa. i mean..
I BADLY NEED IT! T_T

anyway..i need to take a rest now.
ugh. i miss my LIFE!!! i miss my friends. i miss going out. i miss everything!
until when am i gonna feel this way?

still the same.

i wasn't able to make a post yesterday because of too much exhaustion. it was our first day on the morning shift. what's even worse is i wasn't able to sleep all night. ugh. i really that kind of feeling. anyway, good thing i was just at the supply area. we went home at around 9:10 already and i was really soooo hungry that's why i decided to eat my dinner at chowking first. then after that, i went home.

i woke up this morning at around 2pm already. what a long sleep i had! haha.. then at around 4pm, i decided to go out. i bought some meds, then i went to SM. ordered mexican quesadillas at Don Hen. after eating merienda with kuya and carlo, i went home.

now,i'm recording a video of Hey Soul Sister. love this songggg!!! :)

last.

I couldn't remember if I was able to make a post yesterday. Did I? lol.. anyway, last night was our last duty for the night shift. good thing it wasn't really that exhausting because there were only few patients around, except of course at the medical area. i was happy because i was able to make 2 successful insertions last night. weee!! i want moreeeee! hahaha.. i really want to master that skill so that i can also prevent multiple insertions with just one patient. i know how it feels so it's really not cool to insert the iv needle twice or thrice..or sometimes, even more. anyway,it was fun. after our duty, we had a bite at 7/11, then after that, i went to bayanihan first to buy a belt bag. even though it was 200pesos, i bought it because of its color. hot pink. hehe. then after that, i went to the market to buy shoes. i was able to buy a white crocs-alike. lol..for only 140pesos. good deal.:)

tomorrow would be the start of our morning duty. i hope that everything goes well. i hope our group will improve more. no more issues. no more scandals. haha. sounds like showbiz. anyway, i really am praying that no more problems will occur. i don't want our group to be dissolved. no no no ..

nothing special.

i hate it when it always seems to be like this. everything seems to be ordinary. like i just live in a day for nothing. no inspiration. no goal. wtf. i can't go on this way forever. waaaaaaaaaaaah. huhuhu.

like what i've said on my facebook status, maybe all i need is an inspiration. it's so hard for me to motivate myself that's why i have to get it from the outside. huhuhu. i really really hate this point in my life. how i wish i can go back to yesterday where life seems to be so easy even though i'm surrounded with problems. unlike now wherein i feel like i'm stuck on ground zero.

i badly need help from someone.

HOT!

I can really feel the summer heat now. seems like it's getting hotter and hotter everyday. ugh. i hate it!hmm. right now, i just feel irritated because of the weather. i don't have anything special to share. i want to go swimming!!! oh puhlease.. get me out of this burning place! T_T

anyway, it's already around 3pm in the afternoon and i think i need to get ready now for my duty later. but before going to the hospital,i think i'll drop by at SM first.
hoping for a not-too-toxic-and-stressful duty tonight.

ok. catch ya later then. :)